{"id":124,"date":"2023-10-23T14:22:46","date_gmt":"2023-10-23T12:22:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/?p=124"},"modified":"2024-03-29T14:23:38","modified_gmt":"2024-03-29T13:23:38","slug":"pondeli-po-29-nedeli-v-mezidobi-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/?p=124","title":{"rendered":"Pond\u011bl\u00ed po 29. ned\u011bli v mezidob\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u010c\u00edst liturgick\u00e9 texty<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nev\u00edm jak V\u00e1m sestry a brat\u0159i, ale poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e sly\u0161\u00edm \u00faryvek dne\u0161n\u00edho evangelia tak, se mi velmi \u017eiv\u011b vybavuje vzpom\u00ednka na to, jak jsem si poprv\u00e9 uv\u011bdomil svou smrtelnost a pom\u00edjivost, kdy\u017e jsem jako mal\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b za vn\u00edmal onu velkou \u00fazkost z pocitu, \u017ee nebudu, \u017ee zem\u0159u a nav\u011bky u\u017e bude nic. A zah\u00e1n\u011bl jsem ten pocit jako onen bohat\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk z \u00faryvku evangelia a \u0159\u00edkal si, \u017ee to v\u0161e je n\u011bkde hodn\u011b daleko, v nekone\u010dnu, \u017ee m\u00e1m p\u0159ece nadbytek sv\u00e9ho pozemsk\u00e9ho \u017eivota na mnoho let. Ale \u010dlov\u011bk jako tvor nem\u016f\u017ee ut\u00e9ci p\u0159ed svou t\u011blesnou kone\u010dnost\u00ed. I kdy\u017e se ji sna\u017e\u00edme vystrnadit a uklidit ve sv\u00e9 mysli n\u011bkam dozadu a zapomenout na ni, tak \u010das od \u010dasu se n\u00e1m znova a znova vyno\u0159uje z podv\u011bdom\u00ed. A s p\u0159ib\u00fdvaj\u00edc\u00edm v\u011bkem se to st\u00e1v\u00e1 st\u00e1le \u010dast\u011bji. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

A tak to trvalo a\u017e do chv\u00edle, kter\u00e1 m\u011b vysvobodila z tohoto za\u010darovan\u00e9ho kruhu bolesti. Kdy se B\u016fh dotkl m\u00e9ho srdce a uk\u00e1zal mi jak nahradit beznad\u011bj nad\u011bj\u00ed. Skrze bolest, utrpen\u00ed a smrt m\u00fdch nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00edch, se mi dostalo pozn\u00e1n\u00ed se nikdy nesna\u017eit ze sv\u00e9 mysli vypudit tyto my\u0161lenky. Uv\u011bdomme si, \u017ee jen p\u0159ijet\u00ed \u201cmemoria mortis\u201d jako neodd\u011bliteln\u00e9 sou\u010d\u00e1sti na\u0161eho \u017eivota, je por\u00e1\u017ekou strachu ze smrti a je tak\u00e9 po\u010d\u00e1tkem b\u00e1zn\u011b Bo\u017e\u00ed. Pr\u00e1v\u011b toto p\u0159ipom\u00edn\u00e1n\u00ed si smrti, jak m\u016f\u017eeme tyto latinsk\u00e1 slova p\u0159elo\u017eit, n\u00e1m siln\u011b rezonuje ve ver\u0161i \u017ealmu 90,12 kde n\u00e1m \u017ealmista p\u00ed\u0161e \u201dNau\u010d n\u00e1s po\u010d\u00edtat na\u0161e dny, a\u0165 z\u00edsk\u00e1me moudrost srdce.\u201d. <\/em>  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

A tak po celou n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed dobu sv\u00e9ho \u017eivota, jsem si naivn\u011b myslel, \u017ee tomu ver\u0161i spr\u00e1vn\u011b rozum\u00edm. Ale nerozum\u011bl jsem. Pln\u011b jsem pochopil a\u017e tuto sobotu na Velehrad\u011b, kdy\u017e jsem se dozv\u011bd\u011bl zpr\u00e1vu, kterou jsem sice v podv\u011bdom\u00ed tu\u0161il, ale necht\u011bl si ji rozumem p\u0159ipustit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159ed t\u00fddnem v \u00fater\u00fd se narodila mal\u00e1 Terezka, to d\u011bv\u010de, kter\u00e9 se nem\u011blo narodit. L\u00e9ka\u0159i ji v rann\u00e9m stupni v\u00fdvoje, diagnostikovali z\u00e1va\u017enou v\u00fdvojovou vadu a jej\u00ed mamince nekompromisn\u011b doporu\u010dovali potrat. Ale ta d\u00edvenka, s tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed and\u011bla, d\u00edky Bohu, d\u016fv\u011b\u0159e jej\u00ed maminky a tak\u00e9 navzdory v\u0161em nep\u0159\u00edzniv\u00fdm okolnostem, p\u0159i\u0161la na tento sv\u011bt. Je velk\u00e1 bojovnice, ale modern\u00ed diagnostick\u00e9 metody se nem\u00fdl\u00ed. Jej\u00ed srd\u00ed\u010dko je opravdu velmi slab\u00e9. A tak, jak p\u0159ed 7 m\u011bs\u00edci, tak i te\u010f, l\u00e9ka\u0159i vy\u0159kli nad n\u00ed nemilosrdn\u00fd ortel. Pr\u00e1v\u011b tato zpr\u00e1va na chv\u00edli zachv\u011bla s mou v\u00edrou, proto\u017ee jsem po celou tu dobu n\u011bjak zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u011b c\u00edtil, \u017ee ona bude \u017e\u00edt. A necht\u011bl jsem si p\u0159ipustit, \u017ee by tomu tak nem\u011blo b\u00fdt. A po t\u00e9 zpr\u00e1v\u011b jsem se za\u010dal ve sv\u00e9m srdci c\u00edtit opravdu velk\u00fd smutek, kter\u00fd mi ale p\u0159eru\u0161il ver\u0161 \u017ealmu 90 a B\u016fh mi dal dar pozn\u00e1n\u00ed. Usly\u0161el jsem v\u011btu: \u201cAle v\u017edy\u0165 ona p\u0159ece \u017eije, p\u0159i\u0161la na sv\u011bt, za to jste se v\u0161ichni modlili! Ale ty se u\u017e kone\u010dn\u011b nau\u010d po\u010d\u00edtat dny, kter\u00e9 m\u00e1 \u010dlov\u011bk vym\u011b\u0159en\u00e9 zde na zemi.\u201d  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zalily m\u011b pocity velik\u00e9 hanby nad sebou sam\u00fdm. Kone\u010dn\u011b jsem pochopil, \u017ee nau\u010dit se po\u010d\u00edtat sv\u00e9 dny, tak jak n\u00e1m je po\u010d\u00edt\u00e1 B\u016fh, nen\u00ed z\u00e1visl\u00e9 na d\u00e9lce na\u0161eho \u017eivota. Ale znamen\u00e1 to, nepromarnit ani jeden den, ani hodinu ani minutu, kter\u00e9 zde m\u00e1me od Boha na zemi vym\u011b\u0159en\u00e9. Ka\u017ed\u00fd den, kter\u00fd pro\u017eijeme ne pro sebe, ale pro ty druh\u00e9, je dnem pro Boha a v jeho o\u010d\u00edch je tou nejlep\u0161\u00ed jadrnou p\u0161enic\u00ed, kterou si ukl\u00e1d\u00e1me do nebesk\u00e9 stodoly. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stejn\u011b jako mal\u00e1 Terezka, kter\u00e1 se rve s nep\u0159\u00edzn\u00ed a state\u010dn\u011b bojuje. \u017dije pouze p\u00e1r dn\u00ed, a tak nekone\u010dn\u011b obdarov\u00e1v\u00e1 sv\u00e9 rodi\u010de a tak\u00e9 n\u00e1s v\u0161echny, kte\u0159\u00ed jej\u00ed osud sd\u00edl\u00edme. Ona ur\u010dit\u011b cit\u00ed Bo\u017e\u00ed l\u00e1sku, kterou je zahrnuta skrze sv\u00e9 nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed. A sv\u00fdm k\u0159ehk\u00fdm \u017eivotem ji navrac\u00ed n\u00e1m v\u0161em nazp\u011bt. Nev\u00edme, kolik bude je\u0161t\u011b takov\u00fdch dn\u00ed a p\u0159\u00e1li bychom si, aby jich bylo co nejv\u00edce. Lidsk\u00fdm pohledem je to pochopiteln\u00e9, ale B\u016fh po\u010d\u00edt\u00e1 na\u0161e dny jinak. Onen boh\u00e1\u010d z \u00faryvku evangelia, kdyby \u017eil sv\u016fj sobeck\u00fd \u017eivot tis\u00edc nebo milion let, tak pro v\u011b\u010dnost mu B\u016fh nezapo\u010d\u00edt\u00e1 ani jedin\u00fd den. Ale v\u011b\u0159\u00edm, \u017ee mal\u00e1 Terezka i jej\u00ed maminka maj\u00ed sv\u00e9 nebesk\u00e9 stodoly ji\u017e p\u0159epln\u011bn\u00e9 poklady, kter\u00fdmi B\u016fh p\u0159ikryje ka\u017edou jejich bolest a osu\u0161\u00ed ka\u017edou slzu na jejich tv\u00e1\u0159i. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

A tak V\u00e1m sestry a brat\u0159i p\u0159eji, abychom dok\u00e1zali zam\u011b\u0159it sv\u00e9 kon\u00e1n\u00ed na to b\u00fdt bohat\u00fdm p\u0159ed Bohem, a ne p\u0159ed t\u00edmto sv\u011btem. Aby t\u00edm pokladem, kter\u00fd si budeme ukl\u00e1dat do nebesk\u00fdch stodol byla hlavn\u011b na\u0161e l\u00e1ska a milosrdenstv\u00ed k ostatn\u00edm lidem. Jen tak m\u00e1me zaji\u0161t\u011bn sv\u016fj \u017eivot pro v\u011b\u010dnost, jen tak \u201cmemoria mortis\u201d nebude v n\u00e1s u\u017e nikdy vyvol\u00e1vat strach. Amen<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u010c\u00edst liturgick\u00e9 texty Nev\u00edm jak V\u00e1m sestry a brat\u0159i, ale poka\u017ed\u00e9, kdy\u017e sly\u0161\u00edm \u00faryvek dne\u0161n\u00edho evangelia tak, se mi velmi \u017eiv\u011b vybavuje vzpom\u00ednka na to, jak jsem si poprv\u00e9 uv\u011bdomil svou smrtelnost a pom\u00edjivost, kdy\u017e jsem jako mal\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b za vn\u00edmal onu velkou \u00fazkost z pocitu, \u017ee nebudu, \u017ee zem\u0159u a nav\u011bky u\u017e bude nic.… Pokra\u010dovat ve\u00a0\u010dten\u00ed Pond\u011bl\u00ed po 29. ned\u011bli v mezidob\u00ed<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[48,12,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-124","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-29-tyden","category-mezidobi","category-promluvy","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/124","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=124"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/124\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":125,"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/124\/revisions\/125"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=124"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=124"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zvonicek.name\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=124"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}